Tuesday, June 01, 2004
     
     
     Longing... 
		
          
suddenly i'm longing for things i can't have.  odd things.  comforting things.  like a cool, rainy afternoon where i don't have to do anything.  a warm summer day road tripping with J... open road, nothing in particular to do other than talk, listen to good music, drive, and feel the love.  a winter night up north with blankets, hot chocolate, J, my beloved relatives, cuddling up in my aunt's living room watching the fire and catching up on each others' lives.  a sunny day by the pool with high school friends playing around like we're kids, talking about boys and racing on floats.  a summer day on the lake with one of my best friends and her family in their boat (RIP little boat).  reading in a coffee shop with my mom.  a movie night with any good friends and any good movies.  any fun happy college nights spent with friends laughing and having fun.  running around campus stealing toilet paper to make a large TP fort with my suitemate simply because we didn't feel like writing the papers that were due the next day yet.  hanging out with my other favorite suitemate at a trendy coffee/tea/bar locale.  soooooo many happy memories.  i think it's time to relive some of them.  i wonder how possible that is in reality.  thankfully i appreciated them in the moment at least.  feel that love!
P.S. Keep them in your prayers.
          
		 
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