Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Mid day...
wrote this on scrap paper during lunch:
1st day, lunchtime. couldn't find a lunchroom and nobody asked me out for lunch, so i'm the lonely girl eating alone in her office.
so scared this morning that i woke up a couple hours early and couldn't get back to sleep. had to wear looser fitting pants so there was as little pressure on my stomach as possible... that's how nauseous i was. really felt like i could start shaking, crying, or throwing up at any moment. luckily i stopped the shaking, held the tears, and breathed deeply to ward off further nausea.
calmed down once i got here. i may start out slowly but it's hard to tell. what they say and do may be two different things. so we'll see. more tonight...
P.S. Keep them in your prayers.
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