Vortexia's Secret

so no scary dreams last night. i did start thinking about it at one point before i fell asleep and had to remember to calm down, since it was all just a dream the last time. woke up at a decent time and actually felt awake. didn't feel too motivated to start scrubbing and cleaning, though. so i took it easy. figure i'll get around to that a little later. i've done a little bit at least. it's tough figuring out how to organize everything here. i think i have a little more storage space here, but it's not set up the same way as the last place, so it's hard to figure out the most logical locations for everything. like i don't have any double cabinets in this kitchen, so glasses and dishes will have to be separate. and most of the cabinets are up high, so i have to figure out what to store at tip toe range. and the countertop space is limited. so i can't just leave out a toaster and stuff.

the bathroom is smaller, too. i have a larger closet and my first entryway closet, so i'll have no problem with clothes and cleaning suppplies and stuff. ugh. i'll have to work on a vision for this place. a cheap vision. one that doesn't involve further purchases. other than food. and maybe an extra shelf or 2 for the pantry. oh yeah, i have a pantry! so exciting. but right now there are like 3 shelves and several feet of open space above the top shelf. so i need to add some DIY shelves.

i have a bite on my baby toe. it itches like crazy. i need to paint my toenails again. i'm addicted to french pedicures. they make my feet look so adorable but also sophisticated if i dress up. and they match anything and everything. but i can't find my nail polish remover and nail polish. they're in a box somewhere. speaking of dressing up, i want to. i want to find my cute clothes, get dressed up all pretty and sexy, and go out and get noticed. i think i need it as a confidence booster. so many things are not going well. oh yeah, and there's another person to keep in your thoughts. the good former roommate is having surgery today. and we're still facing intensive care for my role model. just make it all stop. keep my loved ones safe!

ok, so this post kind of took a turn for the worse. but i don't feel like i can just forget that stuff. like one of those where you have to constantly keep thinking about them to keep them safe. doing your part. anyway, hopefully this will all get better soon.

P.S. Keep them in your prayers.