Vortexia's Secret

There's too much to do and too little time in which to get everything done. so i'm having a dilemma. i've been trying to get things done during my spare time (like during boring lectures that are irrelevant to me), but there's only so much you can do then. i'm about 15 pages from finishing a book, need to mark up a book for an exam next week, need to find a b-day gift, call people, watch something i recorded tonight, finish up the apartment unpacking, etc etc. i know, take a deep breath. ....... there, i feel a little better.

so i'll deal with that stuff on my own. back to the regularly scheduled program... i have to say that i'm shocked to come back tonight and discover that nobody commented on my crazy weekend. i'm a little disappointed.

as for today, i nearly offered to exchange a date for a parking spot earlier today. the lot was full and i had to find a place fairly soon so i could be tortured for another 3 hours of my life; however, there were no parking spaces to be found anywhere. i saw a guy walking toward a car and was about to say that i'd go out with him if he moved his car and gave me his parking space. i figured it was a fairly safe plan because i could take his space and get into the building while he was driving around searching for a parking space. at that point i'd be nowhere to be found. but i figured mayhem probably had higher standards than that and would not see a parking space as a worthy enough reason for me to date another man. i then considered offering one of my single friends but knew that she was worthy of better and was a good enough friend that i'd rather keep her and not find a parking space.

as for the rest of the day... i got a little frustrated with one of my friends when she seemed to dismiss everything i said and change the subject back to either herself or something that another friend was doing that was of personal interest to her professional development. i'm sure that she didn't mean to do that, but it was just really frustrating me. plus there had been some big stuff going on in my own life that she had no idea about because she hasn't been there for the past 2 weeks. i wanted to share it with her so she wouldn't feel left out (because she tends to when she finds out that we haven't told her something big that everyone else knows because the rest of us have classes together that she isn't in with us), but she never gave me the chance. she butted in before i ever got to finish anything. so oh well. things were better by that night, but i figure if she wants to know what has been happening in my life then she can ask for a rundown of what she's missed.

classes were even more boring and pointless than usual today. i generally have one really interesting class, and the other 2 just get on my nerves... but today the prof was gone for the good class and we had a frustrating speaker. so i felt like the whole day was a waste. just putting in my time. oh well. that's how things go sometimes.

tomorrow will be jam packed. i think i have an hour free for the entire week of work. and in that time i have to do that back logged paperwork. and sadly, that free hour isn't at the end of the week so i'll be all caught up. it's mid day tomorrow, leaving the rest of the time to pile up again. *sigh* oh well. enough of this. i know it'll work out. adios until tomorrow!