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Monday, September 20, 2004

Days like this... 

this has been quite a day. i actually felt a little nostalgic as i left my parents' house. i think it was something about leaving an empty house and having nobody say goodbye or hug me. i felt a little better when i got back and was running around. i guess the productivity pushed the feelings away. then i also laughed when i read the funny comments that you all left, and i had fun reminiscing on the weekend. and mayhem stopped by as a special favor because i missed him like crazy. even though i got to see him this weekend, it was only for one evening and with all the guys. i think the most extensive conversation we had was the next morning when he told me to let him know when i felt ok enough to make the drive home. that's pretty sad. i love hanging with the guys, but i have that one guy in particular because he's the one i love spending time with the most.

so anyway, we got to spend a little time together today, and it was amazing. it's always great to spend time together. however, after he left i happen to read something a friend wrote about missing her support base. i realize that sometimes i miss mine, too, but the problem is that i don't really know where to find mine. i mean, i have plenty of friends, and i love all of them dearly. but when i'm feeling lonely i don't really have a place to go where i can find everyone i love. they're all scattered across the world. some are in the same state but beyond easy visiting distance, others are in other states, and some are across the world in another country. a few are in the same city as me and i'm thankful for that. sadly, life gets so busy for all of us that it can be difficult to find the time to get together.

well enough of that... hope you all have a great night. love ya!


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