Monday, September 27, 2004
Naked josh...
oh yes, i nearly forgot...
last night i talked briefly to mayhem, and he asked what i was doing. i replied "watching naked josh." there was a long pause and he didn't respond. i asked if that bothered him and he asked what i meant. i decided to mess with him, so i said that the old friend from college had gotten online and started to talk to me.
(a little backstory: josh was a guy from college who was a good friend until he professed his love for me. mayhem had trusted him and was not entirely happy when he found out that this guy was now in love with me and hoping i would say the same and ditch mayhem. he ended up going through some serious mental stuff and not returning to college, but he's still not one of mayhem's favorite people. the other piece of the backstory is that mayhem is incredibly trusting and very rarely gets jealous. well, he has extraordinary trust in me at least, so he almost never gets jealous because he knows i'm trustworthy.)
so anyway... he asks where i'm watching naked josh, and i said that he was on my screen. there are many long pauses and over time i finally ask if he's upset. he says no, that he trusts me. oddly, though, he still hasn't asked what's really happening. he knows that there's some missing piece that will reveal what is really going on, but he never asks for it. so i'll be curious if he comes over today to see if he says anything about it. for those of you who are still confused or are thinking that i'm a horrible girlfriend, naked josh is a show about an anthropology prof who studies sex. definitely a job i would love. the name just happened to cause confusion.
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