Vortexia's Secret

ok, i have a hellacious head and neck ache that is only getting worse. so we're keeping this short. first the boring stuff because it's, well, boring. today was a long day that started with this horrible neck ache. probably the events of last night made me tense my neck, but we'll get to that. went to class, gave a presentation, went to another class. became frustrated with people, was amazed by a snotty girl's compliment on the presentation, only to become frustrated with other people again. i especially love the random woman who is upset about her school system supposedly funding the education of the children in her district with too much money. she thinks they are allotting too much money per child. uh, hello! if you want to have less money for your kid's education, i'm sure i could list off at least 10 districts who would gladly take the boost since they have much less than half that much. but whatever. seriously i just don't get some people.

so onto the more interesting stuff before i have to go. you boys seriously need to knock some sense into mayhem. last night he was acting on stupidity again. really pissed me off. we have tentatively worked all the shit out, but i still feel like i need to stick close to the door in case it happens again and i'm ready to make a quick exit. so i figure we work with both situations and hope for the best. you guys can go knock some sense into him and hope it sticks, and we girls can start making a list of eligible men and put them on a waiting list in case he wants to screw things up again. of course the kicker is that deep down neither of us really want things to be over... and yet he keeps doing things and i keep getting to the point of frustration that pushes out that more long-term desire to stay together and shoves cutting off the source of the frustration into the foreground of my thoughts. vicious cycle anyone?

if anyone has some decent advice, wants to make some gentle (or not so gentle) suggestions (or swings) for/at mayhem, wants to join the waiting list and is willing to relocate since i'm too close to graduating to even think about moving and throwing it all away, or has any other reason... you are all welcome to comment. i will read it all once the headache disappears and i return from work tomorrow. hope life is looking better for the rest of you!