Vortexia's Secret

last night was absolutely incredible. mayhem came over, pleasantly surprised by my little prep work. loved the tiny little skirt and the candles, and he dug my retro light. but that's not really the important part, now is it. he was all about me and having some fun. in my bedroom i had just gotten another light in there, so i turned off the main light and turned on just one of the other lights, so it was a very soft glow in the room.

last night, i honestly felt like i was in a really good movie. romantic, sexy movie. soft lighting, sweet guy. one of the nicest compliments he has given me in a long time. he gives me compliments all the time, but they tend to run together and get old after a while. "you're pretty, you're hot, you're sexy, i love you, you're pretty, you smell good, etc etc" but at one point he looked up at me and said "god,... you have no idea just how sexy you really are." mmm, yes. i have a good one.

we also talked so much last night. about everything. he asked embarrassing things that he made not so embarrassing because he was so reassuring about it all. we talked about his plans, our friends' plans, how we needed to work out tomorrow, what he was going to cook for me ("6000 chicken fajitas"... family guy line. fajitas pronounced like vaginas with an F and a T), what we needed to get at the grocery, etc etc. although we went to bed on the early side (for people who didn't have work the next morning), neither of us were tired, so we talked until who knows when in the morning. it was really wonderful. most of you in long-term relationships (or who have had them in the past) would agree with this... after being together for so long, you tend to just talk briefly about the day-to-day stuff and lose those big important conversations, or even the long conversations about nothing in particular. so i really love it whenever we have those talks because it reminds me that they are still possible... it's not like we've run out of conversations to have with each other... but they are just not as frequent as they are in those getting to know you phases.

so now he's gone and i have to do my errands. i'm guessing i'll be at his place tonight, so i can't guarantee another post. we'll see.... have a wonderful day lovies!