Thursday, January 20, 2005
Not one damn dime day...
so today is not one damn dime day. and it's turning out to be a hard endeavor to not spend anything. on a normal day i usually don't buy anything, so it shouldn't be all that tough. but today happens to be a day when i need to take care of a 1,000 and one errands. so instead i'm going crazy with the post its writing myself notes of all the things i need to buy tomorrow. i'm already cringing at what the final cost of tomorrow will be. it's expensive things like textbooks and stuff. why can't they make cheap paperback versions of text books? i know sometimes they do print them in paperback, but they still charge you as much as the hard bound ones! ugh. so anyway... yeah, that's the fun for tomorrow.
it's just dawning on me. the holidays have actually left me energized. now i wouldn't say that the crazy hectic hellish trips did that... they drained me down to nothing. but i think having the time away from the job i didn't like and the classes i hated must have helped. and getting to sleep in when i needed it. because recently i have been getting a lot more done than usual. and have been hyper way more often. so i'm doing something right. i just wish i knew what it was. am i eating better? (doubt it.) am i exercising more? (hahah, that's funny.) am i pulling out of a depression or something psychological that could have dragged me down? (i sure don't think i was ever depressed... and i have a feeling that my friends would notice pretty damn fast if i was suddenly moping around and depressed all the time. soooo not me.) so i don't know what it is, but i'm very happy that i'm energized now. so yay! ok, off to run errands and stuff. damn! no, i can't do them. ok, off to write post its about all the errands i have to run. self control. it's all about the self control. i can do this....
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