Monday, January 31, 2005
     
     
     Responsibilities suck... 
		
          
i'm sore today.  i worked out and i was on hands and knees scrubbing and filling my lungs with soot and ash from the fireplace.  good times.  so my back and neck are sore.  i would like to clean up more today, but we'll see if it hurts too much or not. 
i went to class today.  it was ok.  unfortunately the prof kind of ignored a big section and details of something in which i have quite a bit of experience today.  that always kinds of bothers me because i don't think that i should know more than the profs on something.  and i think it's an important topic that people need to know about.  i considered sharing, but i'm holding off because 1) i hate the damn know-it-alls who go off on random crap for 15 minutes when nobody cares and everyone is envisioning bludgeoning them with a blunt object, so i don't want to be one of those people, and 2) i didn't want to be a dumbass and try to call the prof on something only to be told that it was just week 2 and she would be covering that topic in more detail later.
however, i think i may share it if we get near the end of class and she has never brought it up. 
i'm still working on getting stupid stuff done.  there's a lot of crap to get ready before graduation.  but i also want to do a lot on my own (reading and so forth), and i'm going to have to start school work (major projects are due in less than a month already!), and i have to start preparing for those big responsibilities at work.  yuck.  i want a vacation again.  and i certainly can't think what it's going to be like in a couple months when i throw job searching into the mix.  any of you just want to hire me?  i'd be cool with that.  i already have a job prospect with one of you, although i'm not sure if it will happen in the end.  so if any of you want to guarantee a job for me, then please let me know!!
off to get something done.  just not sure what yet.  maybe a nap is the true first order of business...
          
		 
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