Monday, February 21, 2005
Good day...
this has been a good day so far. i fell asleep last night contemplating the early history of my life. i thought about the first schools i attended, the first friends i had, the first boys who liked me. i was completely oblivious to their attraction for the most part. but i realized it last night. it was really kind of cute.
then this morning i woke up feeling rested and happy. i got up and got a drink of water, then let the snooze run once more. i got ready but still had time to spare, so i napped another few minutes before heading for class. it was a beautiful day, i felt great, and i just knew today would be wonderful. it was one of those feelings you can't really describe but are very thankful to feel.
i did the class thing, did the friend thing, and did more class, just like always. came home and realized that i am going to be such an untrusting parent. some kids were wandering the parking lot of the complex, presumably because they had president's day off from school. the younger ones who normally annoy me because they play in the street were actually being the good kids today. there were a group of older kids hanging out by the dumpster of all things, smoking, and probably in that pre-hooking up stage. after all, they still have another few hours to kill before their parents get home. my kid will hate me. i'll know all their little tricks and i'll be riding their ass so badly.
anyway, that really has no bearing on my day. i chatted with my neighbor and played with her puppy, wishing again that i had one of my own. when i came back inside, i changed into comfortable clothes and let the light shine into my room.
this day wasn't anything spectacular, but it was great just because it was. a normal day that just feels so nice. so yay. signing off with a huge smile on my face... :)
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