Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Goof off day...
i took today as kind of a goof off day. took a nice long lunch, laughed all day with friends... delirious laughing about random insane stuff. i'm sure if anybody heard us they would have thought we were horrible psychotic people. i love laughing and making other people laugh. when i woke up this morning, i was actually ok... waking up wasn't too rough after the late night i had. but for some reason, it got worse as the day continued. i started saying more outrageous stuff just to stay awake by laughing and hearing the laughs of others. by the end of the day, all i could think of was sleep. i turned on the TV and laid down on the couch. completely passed out. i awoke to the beginning of the next show and stayed awake to watch, but napped during commercials. now i am debating if it is better to do the feel good option of just going to bed super early and getting tons of sleep, or if i should work on my paper and tough it out for another couple hours before going to sleep. i know the long-term benefit of that is better, but i am weak and find it very hard to discipline myself.
i find myself spending my spare moments waiting in anticipation for the next time i get to see mayhem. i want to spend every day kissing him. i want to look into his drop dead gorgeous eyes every morning when i wake up, every evening when i come home from work, and every night when before i go to sleep. i was told that the "in love" feeling would wear off after a few months. i must have really hit the jackpot if i still have that feeling after 6 years. i'm sorry for those of you who find this gushing sickening. and thank you for the very sweet words to those of you who like and support it.
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