Vortexia's Secret

i am so angry that i'm shaking. tears are welling up. after 4 FUCKING CALLS to customer (dis)service, i finally got somebody who could "help." biggest customer service bitch i've encountered yet. she said she saw no reason for me to complain and that i didn't deserve a credit to my account because what i was told was basically correct. of course, the line i was given was correct... it was just that the fine print hidden costs were omitted and those costs were outrageous. so she tells me to hold while she works on it and pretends like she's being helpful. i ask how whatever she's doing will help, and she says that she's just making a note that i called but she didn't feel i deserved to be credited. (aka, warning other service reps not to give me money.) ok, bitch... it's on. anyway, it's a huge saga, and it's not over yet, so i'm not going to put it all up here. horrible fucking night.

now i talk to mayhem and we're fighting. bitch. he says i need to go into a store and complain about the people at the phone number. as if some store manager has control over customer service people in india. wtf. he says that the manager could then give me the number for a complaint line. ok, so let me just fucking call the store, save myself time and gas, get it taken care of tomorrow instead of during my weekend and have them wonder why it took me so long to complain, and ask for the complaint number or find it on the internet. i don't know... whatever. i'm too mad to deal with it right now anyway.

so then we start talking about plans. and it sounds like he may be too selfish with shit to try sharing anything. most couples can save a ton by sharing stuff like cell phone plans, etc, but he's just looking out for #1. and as much as he says i'm his #1, it's lies. he's #1 to himself and will just look out for what's best for him. so fuck him.

i'm so pissed i could maim something. the tears broke loose. i don't particularly want to see the boy this weekend even though we're supposed to fucking celebrate. i think i'll see my family instead. i haven't seen them in over a month and barely even talked to them other than for dealing with quick issues through email. they drive me nuts sometimes, but i actually kind of missed them last night. and tonight they sound WAAAAAAAY more appealing than mayhem.

we'll see how all of this simmers overnight. i'm sure that in his own fucked up way mayhem thought he was helping. but whatever. i have to get away from it all right now. maybe i could sue to company for the dissolution of my relationship? i wonder if bush would call that a frivolous lawsuit. ok, maybe i can just try to get my fucking billing issue straightened out, kick mayhem in the ass, and call it even.