Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Non-buyer's remorse...
ok, so today i got the opposite of buyer's remorse. i didn't buy a couple things that i had considered getting because i saw that they were damaged only once i got to the check out lane. i told the lady but she didn't offer to have somebody get a non-damaged one for me. so i had to let it go. thing is, they were on a really good sale, so now i think i'm antsy about not getting them because the next chance i get they may be back to full price.
however, i got a couple fantastic gifts for people who have upcoming events. so i cannot wait to give them the gifts because i know they'll love them! i love when you find gifts like that! so yay.
i know i need to let things go. like what i didn't get. i can so definitely live without the stuff. it's not like i had to go without dinner. and i need to let go of the frustration with the bitch chick. i know i'll have to see her in a few weeks. and i don't want to. i try to remove people from my life who are evil and detrimental to my well being. so it's tough when i have no choice but to be around them. so i need to let go. she could easily bring out the worst in me because she acts so horribly to me. but why give her that satisfaction? so i need to get used to the idea now and brace myself to be the best me through it all. and if i have to do anything, it will be calling her on her lies and other shit. but since she does it behind my back, i probably won't have that opportunity. so it's back to the "best me" game plan.
hmmm, what else... yeah, that whole letting go thing. that's something i really have to learn. i think i'm going to be gone this weekend. just so you guys know. i'll probably get in a post or two, but it may not be as high volume as usual.
i need to clear my head. more later my sweet little babies...
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