Vortexia's Secret

for some reason, i have become freaking addicted to sour patch kids. i don't know why. i don't really love them. i normally dislike sour things and things that are too rough that they can irritate the roof of the mouth. sour patch kids are both... sour and the little sour seasonings are rough.

and yet... i keep eating them.

in other news, i'm just curious... how in the heck to some of these people afford the monstrous rocks that sit on their hands?!!? man, i saw one lady's ring today and i was amazed she could still lift her arm at the end of the day.

i had other things to write, but now i don't remember. oh well. so i started googling how to deal with difficult people last night. i have a feeling that i need to learn that skill very quickly. i am realizing that you will always have people in your life you don't really like. when you're young and independent, you have the wonderful opportunity to pick and choose who is in your life. then those amazing people start dating some less-than-amazing people. and they get married. and there you have it... people you don't particularly like who are in your life. although i haven't gotten to that point quite yet-- so far all my married couple friends are pretty good choices-- i know that it will happen in the near future. i have to stop here and say that by and large i am very happy and impressed with the choices my friends have made for their partners. of course they are normal relationships with their ups and downs, but i expect that. and i feel good about trusting these partners with my friends and their feelings and hearts. but i do know that the time will come. and i can actually think of one relationship now that really bothers me because i think about the woman and think that she's a bad choice and not a very good person. so then i think about the man, and realize he isn't a good person either and treats his friends poorly. but for some reason the thought of them staying together drives me crazy! so i decided i need to figure out how to deal with people i don't like in a better way. although i can mask some of my emotions, i am a fairly open book (as if you haven't figured that out by now!!!), so i need to know how to tolerate them better. i would just drop them, but there are more players in this than just me. so anyway, that was a long story for a very simple point.

ok, well i need to cut my pinky finger nail. whenever i use that finger to hit the A button, i click my fingernail, and i hate that. so it's time to clip it.

alright, enough for now. more later! xoxoxo