Vortexia's Secret

because there are many things right now that i need to do but don't want to do, i thought i would make a little post about that. i hate those things. some are things you know are vital to do, but you just don't feel like it. like job hunting, interviewing, getting a job, finishing school, sending the graduation invitations. so sending the invitations isn't vital, but i paid good money for them, so they will be sent, gosh darnit. other things are less vital, but you are expected to do them. play nice to the people who treat you like shit, show up to work on time, start the paper/studying/etc before the morning it's due, fix meals, respond to emails. (the emails: not talking about blogger ones... i generally enjoy those emails. i'm talking about the ones from semi-acquaintances that are perpetuated because neither party wants to be responsible for dropping the ball even though neither person wants to be involved in it anymore. or the emails that you need to write to keep in contact with people who could potentially get you a job or other good things, but you just never want to take the 15 minutes to find their email address, figure out something to write, and send it off.)

so anyway, responsibility is a bitch. right? but we knew that already. so i will go find something to eat and work on a paper that i don't want to do even though i feel like taking a nap. the new book i bought this weekend shall be my reward for getting this one last school thing completed. and i get to ignore the anxiety about finding a job for a couple hours. i really am feeling that now. partly because i have sent off a couple things now and have to start doing the follow ups to them. and once i do that, then i may have interviews. and at that point, i will need to be prepared for interviews! i'm so not at that point yet. i don't even have an interview suit yet... that is my shopping project. so anyway, i'm getting a little anxious about that stuff. so cross your fingers, wish me luck, and all that. hugs!!