Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Better now...
i'm doing better now. i got about 7 minutes of a nap before i had to get up again. but i was refreshed enough to work out, take a shower, and get some work done.
i just made the very stupid mistake of turning on the TV. dr. phil was on. i missed maybe the first 3 minutes, and i couldn't make heads or tails of the catfight. *click* no thanks.
more paper shuffling to do. probably more to do from the to-do list. i ought to wash my sheets so i have a nice clean bed tonight.
i am frustrated with mayhem. it's hot cold. he's more loving and sweet and nice in person, which i love. he's acting like a total sweetheart and paying attention to the little things... it finally sunk in after 6 years of trying. but the rest of the time i get completely frustrated with him. he's barely looking for a job, which is not completely his fault, but it is up to him to prioritize that as number one right now. he stopped working out, yet again, but he took the liberty to lecture me about working out since i kicked it up again. according to him, i should be working out 5 times a week and walking a treadmill would be the best thing for me. why? because he liked the treadmill since he could watch TV and walk. worst of all, he frustrates me almost daily and no longer cares about it. he'll just take that as his leave to get off the phone with me.
in other news, i realized that part of the sex appeal of punk boys is the way they move their hips. jeans a little low on the hips, but not so much that their pants will fall off. moving their hips like they know how to navigate a snowboard with so much ease that they forget to turn it off the rest of the time. nice!
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