Friday, July 01, 2005
The talk...
so we're coming up to the july 4th weekend. i have to get going soon. but since i didn't post today i figured i'd put something up really quickly.
i worked out some things with mayhem this morning. i think things will be better. he was still being a complete sweetheart in person, but i had to let him know that he was acting like a punk the rest of the week. it felt like friends. a friend who was too busy to talk. but we talked this morning and things seem to be better. he supposedly understands that he needs to prioritize better. i also shared the little operation sexy brainstorm of rock and i. he was one of the main inspirations for operation sexy because he did a lot of the little things that made me feel sexy. however, he's not doing some of the other things, like sweet and cute little things. as i read guys' blogs about their relationships, even the ones who are ready to call it quits speak so lovingly and sweetly about their significant others. at first i wallowed a little and pitied myself just a tad. but then i started thinking more about it. i am guessing that the majority of those women think the exact same thing. the guys never tell the women how they really feel, how they still believe they got the most incredible woman in the world even if they are unhappy now. guys don't seem to open up like that. turns out that mayhem has told one of my best friends that he thinks i'm the greatest girl in the world.
anyway, i guess that's about it. long story short, things improved after we talked. well, a little bump when he slept all day like a lazy ass. but then he suckered me into cuddling with him and used our previous talk against me. sweet talker.
ok, i have to pack like a maniac. i'll maybe post during the weekend, or may have to wait till i get back. hug and kisses and fireworks (buy them or make your own... hint hint)!
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