Thursday, August 11, 2005
Yay day...
i'll be heading out soon. it's been a good day. it's been fun.
i have had delicious food. had some hilarious laughs. had a couple good conversations. got a couple important things done. and found all the thoughts on the last post very interesting.
i kept forgetting that today wasn't friday. but it was actually ok.
and scrubs is on. and it makes me happy. i love how it can be so hilarious and beautiful at once.
i'm facing a lot of big decisions. i can't say i have all the answers. but i can say i'm learning a lot. and part of it is learning that nobody has all the answers. even when you think you do your perspective is so limited in the grand scheme of things.
life is hard. when i was little, i actually thought about this and secretly wished that i didn't have to face it all. it wasn't in the suicidal, depressed kind of way. it was just feeling like i wasn't cut out for it. that it would be much easier to not have to do the living, to grow up and be an adult and then become old, and instead just to go straight to heaven or wherever else you may go.
well, this took a strange turn. but it is what it is. i gotta pack.
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