Monday, November 28, 2005
Holiday hangover...
times are tough. the holidays are over (until the next one at least). work is trying to kill me. the relationship is rocky again. the productivity i felt over the weekend has completely vanished, leaving me a blob again. shit, and i just realized that i'll have to pay rent in a couple days. sometimes i can't tell if i love or hate my life. ok, hate is a strong word. but when the shit hits the fan, it really splatters. shit at work. shit in the relationship. shit shit everywhere.
the difficult thing is whether or not to make changes. do i look for another job after just a few months? or live for the good times in the job when i love it. do i look for another man, or hope this one gets his act together? i need to get my priorities straight and then see what seems to matter at that point. of course, work needs to get under control for me to have that amount of time, so it's kind of a catch 22.
life's a slippery, tricky little bitch, isn't it?
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