Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Maturing and fermenting...
it's interesting what you learn as you grow up. you learn a lot about yourself, about others, and about life in general. today was one of those days. talking with a lot of different people and observing a variety of things today i felt like i grew quite a bit today. grew as a person, as a daughter, as a sister, as a girlfriend, as an employee, as a friend, as everything. i can't really explain it... well, i could try to explain some of it, but i don't know that it would make much sense to anybody else trying to piece together the logic in why these things helped me grow. i think i'm a pretty mature person as it is, but just as soon as you think you have things figured out, you really become aware of how much more you still have to learn.
thankfully, i was able to see mayhem, and he gave me the biggest hug and then another and another. after the emotions of such a growth experience, i needed that. i started to cry about it, and he scooped me into his arms and said "oh sweetie, don't cry," and the hug actually helped me stop crying. first time ever. usually, somebody saying not to cry makes me cry even more. i think it was really the first time that i could have that kind of release from everything that i experienced for the day, but instead of losing it, i was able to cope through the hug.
anyway, just needed to share a bit. and i had promised myself that i was going to take my HNT pic on wednesday night and post it for thursday so i would be on time, but now that all is said and done you'll have to wait for it again. the only kind of pic you'll get out of me at the moment would be of a finger, and i'm sure that would be uncovered as the half-assed attempt that it would be. sooo... all good things come to those who wait.
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