Vortexia's Secret

worst movie name ever: daddy's dyin'... who's got the will?

i kid you not. it is playing on fox today. i refuse to even turn on the tv for fear that it could have somehow been left on fox and will require me to momentarily see or hear any piece of that movie. ouch.

so tonight is the big night. the one night in which everybody who recognizes the new year must have plans to top the rest of the entire past year. yep, it's "top that, bitch!" night. as i was showering i thought of all kinds of interesting things to write, and now they have all escaped, down the drain with the bubbles i guess.

did i ever even talk about christmas? i don't know that i did.

i had a good christmas, but not great. let me rephrase... materialistically, i had a good christmas. i got fun stuff for my place, books for my mind, yummy stuff for my body, a visit to church for my soul, and food for my tummy. i also got to see some of the people i love, but still ached dearly for the ones i missed this year, which is one of the biggest reasons that it wasn't a great christmas. and of course the fact that i got precious little time off to celebrate and relax since i'm still very low on the totem pole for work.

now it's almost the new year. should be a time for reflection and contemplation of the future. and partying. i hope for better things to come in the future, and resolution to the not-so-great things of the past. resolutions are meant to disappoint and frustrate and ultimately to be rejected, so i will not make any. i would, however, hope that i find happiness and clarity in the new year. that i hold family and friends closer and learn more time management for the working world. that i am more mindful, patient, understanding, and compassionate with myself and my fellow humans. i hope that the year to come is full of positives and the necessary negatives of life are minor and pale in comparison to the joy and happiness and all of the positives.