Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Bed goals...
so... i've made a ton of agreements with myself lately. seems like i always do that. i guess that's just kind of how you get things done. you tell yourself what you need to get done at work each day. you try to tell yourself what you're going to do that night, like exercising or cleaning or getting to bed at a decent time. you say you'll eat right. you tell yourself all kind of things, but then you find it very easy to break those promises. after all, you just decided you would do something. so what if you changed your mind....
but really, you should be truest to yourself first. i mostly do what i do because i over-promise and set lofty goals, and have to compromise when i can't do it all. there's no way i'm staying at work until midnight just to get everything done i decided i'd do, then stay up all night as i do everything i thought about doing. at a certain point, you rework those agreements and scale them back. i'll just finish this one task and call it a day. but i'm tired, so i'll go home and grab a bite to eat. not selling yourself the world, but it's what will actually happen.
don't know why this has been on my mind so much lately. i think because i set goals that i actually want to meet.
in other news, i am still very much in love with my bed. the love affair is getting out of control. every morning, my bed whispers delicious sweet nothings into my ear to try and convince me not to get out of bed every morning. it reminds me that another few minutes could just be blamed on traffic. that it could make the difference between dragging all day and being peppy. it reminds me how warm it is and how cold my apartment is. other than the warmth thing, they're all lies. but it's hard to remember that as a weak bed-loving woman. i'm so small compared to the bed, and when it captures me, it's so hard to escape.
speaking of beds, i think i'm going to reunite with mine.
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