Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Rebel with a heart....
question. how do you get off the rollercoaster?
back to back to back i had such a streak of emotional days. first two days were absolute bliss. seriously the best couple of days that i've had with mayhem ever. then the third day was hell. reminded that i was vulnerable to rejection, even with him. which was one of the worst feelings to remember EVER. i hate feeling vulnerable, feeling insecure, so thankfully 99% of the time i am super confident and sure of myself. i just hate that he left me exposed to that feeling.
in other news, i'm still trying to "be good." the problem with my rebellious spirit is that as soon as i realize that i'm succeeding at being good, i want to be very bad. i know, none of you guys see that as a problem. but it's kind of bad for me if i find it so enticing to screw up what i've worked so hard to create.
who still has to do their taxes? me. so naive of me, i thought for sure i'd have them done back in january. should've known better.
time for scrubs again. i heart that show.
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