Tuesday, January 30, 2007
V-alicious...
fuzzy brains.
well, this week is a little bit better than last week.
i still feel like i'm living the surreal life, though.
i hate the cold. more than the cold, i specifically hate the cold wind. i can handle the cold without wind much better than when it's windy and cold. that just makes me ache to the core.
i sound like an old woman.
so do you ever get past the point of feeling like you're living the surreal life? you make decisions, you decide what you're doing with your life, you wake up every morning and live it. yet it doesn't feel real most of the time. for example, if i stop and think about my life, it doesn't feel like it's mine. how did i graduate high school and college? how did i get to be this age? how did anybody trust a kid like me to do the job that i have?
i guess that's it... i still see myself as a kid. i have always been mature for my age, yet that made me very aware that i was younger in years than i was wise. so now i guess it's odd to realize that i'm growing into my wisdom, yet i am still aware that i'm young.
what are your tricks for getting a good night's sleep? one where you wake up feeling rested the next morning. drinking yourself to sleep doesn't count because then you just wake up relieved that you don't have a hangover. not so much a rested feeling. sleeping meds don't count either because then you just have medicated sleep. some people use herbal teas or warm milk. some use humidifiers or dehumidifiers. some use music machines to simulate crickets. some keep the room really cold or really warm. so what actually works? just curious since i've been waking up tired lately.
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