Thursday, March 29, 2007
     
     
     Striptacular!... 
		
          
i have this kind of modeling gig for a friend in about a month or so.  believe it or not with this highly flawed personality and "definition of imperfection" persona, i am somehow a bit of a perfectionist.  i visualize everything, so my reality must then closely match the visualization or it seems imperfect.  i am also very good at critiquing.  so this mumble jumble all causes this normally quirky and happily flawed chickadee to turn down the corners of her mouth in disappointment.
*sigh*
so doing my "research" for next month (read: looking at the pictures other friends have taken where they play like models) has left me a tad bit horrified.  icky poses, tortured faces where you can tell they were trying to concentrate on looking sexy, awkward bodies.... eesh.  maybe i better strut around in a bra, panties, and high heels to practice feeling really natural in all kinds of sassy poses.  i'm sure mayhem would be all for assisting me with this hands on research.  yes, i do realize the dirty implications of calling it "hands on research" but i'm leaving it anyway.
latest fuze update.  the banana colada after a long day of work tastes striptacularly delicious.
finally, to shamelessly promote the post below, read it and comment!  hughugkisskiss!
          
		 
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